• personal

    A raw, unprocessed update

    From August 8th, 2010 I recently realized that since coming  out as Polyamorous, my sense of a cohesive self has finally manifested.  That might sound a bit dramatic, but when you’ve lived your entire adult life feeling divided into the “good person” or the “bad person,” having  those resolved into just “me”  feels  rather revolutionary.   I never believed that anyone could love the whole me, including all of the messy negative stuff.  So I sectioned off all of the things I perceived as bad (my tendency  to cheat being chief among them)  and only certain people got to see that part. Only those people who had engaged with me…

  • introduction,  polyamory

    Beginnings

    David and I have tried to start a blog a couple of times now and it usually stalls out because I put too much pressure on myself to write something amazing and therefore write nothing. So in the name of “perfect is the enemy of the good,” I am going to begin by setting the bar spectacularly low for myself.  Welcome to our little polyamory blog.  I am going to write about my own experiences with polyamory as a white, cis, bi, kinky, 40-year-old, American woman.  Sometimes I may share poetry or stories. I’d love to write some children’s books at some point. But mostly, I’d just like to commit…